Twist of Fate

Unexpressed hate,
Unshed tears,
All the twists of fate,
Every one of us fears.

No matter where we run,
We can't find a place to hide,
We've lost that special one,
The pain is kept inside.

Who was to believe,
Someone so simple was untrue,
The victim that was ; me ,
His choices gave no clue.

The reality was clear,
He was just a player,
Wasted are my tears,
I didn't have a prayer.

Bitter Heart

A heart so full of lead ,
A heart so hard and cold ,
Pain and sadness it is fed,
It is never to be whole.

The sweet memories we've once had,
They burn time and time again,
The bright fire that you once flared ,
Shall never be the same.

But what can I do?
I can't change your mind ,
I admit I'm a fool ,
Of a love that ain't mine.

But the answer's not stated,
Should time re-wind ,
Since the start we were not fated,
My heart it now resigns ..

-19.10.2009-

The Craziness In My Life Recently

How many crazy guys,
Are born into the World?
Craziness is but a mere disguise,
For the goodness of the soul that's inside.

Life goes into a spiraling whirlwind,
Lord knows when it shall stop,
A strong flame's now burning,
The temperature's not going to drop.

Soaring up high and down low,
Will this flame still burn and grow?
It builds very fast, but sometimes so slow,
But it increases at a steady flow.

I'm no good poetess,
What I write SOUNDS so untrue,
But the real thing that happened is,
You've caught my heart out of the blue!