Remembrance

dedicated to my DAMN ex-wife . read the fine print dammit.

Remember when we held hands?
Remember when we scribbled on our arms?
Remember when we talked for hours?
Thats all it is now , remembrance.

Our memories now covered by dust,
Was it so worthless to you?
The flashbacks come again , fast,
I wanted to believe it was true.

I made the wrong choice then ,
Can't you let me make it right?
You keep pushing me further , damn ,
Aren't honest emotions in sight?


sorry.

Ageless Fate

As angels lead the lost souls home,
The dark angels sing their glory,
More souls descend than rise above,
Skies rain down their agony.

Farside we see the storm,
The clouds contain the sorrow,
Unappreciating where we're from,
None look forward to tomorrow.

The bloodstained sand kicked up by wind,
Meaningless,useless , tainted by sin,
Men are many a selfish fiend,
Harsh repulses , life will bring.

Facing the dawn , we see no fate,
Like an old photo, faded with age,
Things that time , cannot remake,
Not even the most skilled , experienced mage.

Fate entwines us like vines of a stalk,
Catching in line , every creature that walk(s),
The unlucky bunch , that freedom will mock,
Not having anyone , not a shoulder , or rock.

Love , Plain and Simple

Life is unpredictable,
It falls according to fate,
Feelings are undescribable,
When its too little, too late.

The want to be there,
The will to be together,
Life isn't always fair,
Not everything lasts forever.

If its meant to be,
It'll happen for sure,
Your heart'll be free,
You'll have your cure.

All that happens along the way,
Every single word you say,
Finds a place in your heart to stay,
You'll love more each passing day.

Inspiration is beautiful,
Especially from you,
You make dull things colourful,
You make dreams come true..

Chance Meeting

People say don't wait for him,
They say he's not worth my time,
Passion is a sordidly sweet crime,
I won't rest until he's mine.

He's a player, don't trust him!
You don't know him like I do,
Chances of happiness , are slim,
Without him , that'll be true.

Let me decide , its my choice to make,
He's the guy who makes my heart ache,
Hurt with feelings so great , NOT fake,
I'm already trapped , too late.

Long distances are too much for two,
A very common mistake,
He'll break your heart, you little fool,
This , love did not state.

True feelings come by only once,
I'm taking it with both hands,
It wasn't love at first glance,
But by first being friends.

Hang On

When things fall apart,
We hang on to that one reality,
Where shall I start,
As a person who treasures fidelity.

Perceptions are not always true,
Thought infecting my heart with you,
I'm stuck on you , so sue (me),
Love, give me a clue?

Though treasuring my roots,
I stand firm in pride,
My hearts got a truce,
As long you're mine.

You confuse me , I admit,
But willingly I forfeit,
Since you first said it,
I'll give you some credit.

Memories..

I ran my fingers over the pictures,
I pressed my hand to the walls,
The dust lay there thick in inches ,
My pent-up tears about to fall .

The music's stopped ,
But my feet still danced through the days,
My hopes started to drop,
The love never stays.

It can make you fall,
It can drive you wild,
It makes dreams seem tall,
Daydream and sigh.

Hold me close to your heart ,
And never let me go,
Why let me love you from the start,
And let me drop down so low?

For caring too much ,
I've paid a price ,
Lost memories ,pain to be touched,
I've lost at dice.

For my Friend

Here's a little something,
I owe to my friend,
A non-emo poem,
To show him that I can! =P

The warmth of the sun on skin,
How long since its last been?
A day or two , finally seen,
The vibrant , rainbow scene.

Even the dull days have colour,
When you are near,
Who else can it be?
Than my pajama wearing ' brother' ? xDD

Ha-ha! Told you I'd do it,
A more happy poem,
I finished it bit by bit,
But I got through, ahem!
Oh , word after every word,
But somehow after all,
This seems absurd.. =.=

I Love You =D

As tomorrow draws near,
I dream of those near and dear,
Soon , all of it becomes clear,
I love you.

Can a day go by,
Without you, I cry,
To be brave, I try,
Your killer charms , are sly.

There's always the time,
Especially of late,
I think of you, MINE!
You're the one to date.

All in the World,
Can't mean as much,
You're my golden pearl ,
I care , albeit too much.

Third Party

Three seconds after midnight,
My lover called to me,
He said that he was in-flight,
From here to Italy.

He said he went there to stay,
My thoughts in disarray ,
His cruel last words still play,
In my mind each passing day.

What about our love, I asked,
He said it wasn't true,
My pain and hurt , inside I masked,
When he said I won't miss you.

The little girl inside me hoped,
Hoped this was just a dream,
The man I love has just eloped,
I let out a piercing scream.

From that day on my new life starts,
I didn't do much, not me,
One day I got a little card,
From a girl in Italy.

'He is mine,' it read,
The card, I torn to shreds,
To my anger, revenge it fed,
'She will die,' my heart ,it said.

You Left..

You had left my life and home;
How could you leave my World so cold?
My imparted faith soon delight ,
When I saw you again that night,
Yet you were with another girl,
Broken and shattered,my honour , my World.

Takdir Cinta

Hidupku ini,
Bukannya bermakna,
Kalauku di sini,
Dan bukan dengan anda.

Tetapi segala usahaku,
Langsung tak berbuah,
Ku masih tanpa mu,
Cinta ini tak berpadah.

Tetaplah kita sebagai kawan,
Ku masih gembira,
Untuk hatimu ku berlawan,
Kepedihan hatiku tidak dikira.

Suaramu boleh lagi kudengar,
'Ku tak mencintaimu seperti cintamu terhadapku',
Matamu bagaikan batu damar, secantiknya,
Asal mu gembira, takdirku tak kukisah.

Goodbye Carino

Goodnight and sweet dreams you said,
Honey honey no, I have sour dreams,
Carino, do you know what you did?
You broke my heart, as it seems.

I am such a 'combarde',
So here's my goodbye,
To you, handsome 'hombre',
I won't again ,say goodnight.

Is farewell enough?
It's all the same,
To say it is tough,
So is to never see you again.

---------------------------------------------------

Carino means darling,
And combarde is coward,
Man equals to hombre,
Isn't this too straight-forward? =D

Love and Death

For every seconds' pass,
Her heart breaks slowly,
Had he betrayed her, as in the past?
Her heart screams in agony.

She was tearing from within,
Numb, she couldn't do a thing,
Only feel Death , dragging her in,
Almost hearing , the dark angels sing.

She didn't fight,
She just let go,
Had she a reason to do it?
For her reason was no more.

Death's peal of laughter , she heard ,
She thanked it, for ending all her pain and fear,
It was confused, what was wrong with her?
From Death's spot now, her lover reappeared.

Anger rose to her throat,
Such a bastard that man was,
He's top on her hit list,
To him, she wants to give Death's kiss...